worried

I am not feeling good lately... have wanted to see a doctor but for the life of me, can't seem to get the task done... and it worries me. and the worry exacerbates my insomnia, in turn exacerbates my feeling of being out of sync... what the f...?!


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Disappointment

Sometime ago, I discovered that a friend from high school (actually i consider her a very good friend) removed me from her friends list in Facebook and then eventually BLOCKED me. I was piqued to say the least and and wondered what brought on this declaration of war, so to speak. And then I remembered ... maybe finally she got the drift that I was avoiding chatting with her on FB and YM. And it made me laugh. Haha! Now she knows that I kinda not like her anymore. She kinda changed when she went abroad  :-) Some people are like that --- feeling naka-angat na porke nakakapag-English na ng konti (mali naman ang grammar) at porke nakarating na sa ibang bansa. (Isa pa lang naman ang napuntahan). Oh well, life's like that. People can disappoint you. And this one did - - BIG TIME.

sleep

you think, you've gone through the worst pain... because you've been through hell and back... you've picked up yourself and put the pieces of yourself together.  and then... something happens and brings the pain all over again -- though this time, the pain is a dull thudding within the broken pieces of yourself...

anyare?

there are some things you don't really get over... you just stop bleeding.

it's just another new year's day

And just like that, the holidays are over. and because i am single, i don't get what the fuss was all about. hahaha. bitter much?

parang gusto kong gayahin si Gita sa kanyang photo journal project for one year. can i do it? gawd! that is difficult -- but i have to get myself busy... ;-)

so here goes...

my first SB coffee of the year -- and as usual, they didn't get my name right. :-) i didn't want to get another card for the stickers promo, but i got it anyway --- might as well (sayang naman) then i redeemed my 3rd planner which i will give away, of course. :-) talk about being a coffee addict.